PUSH

by xina

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1.
I just keep pushing it farther You love me just like my father My whole body aches on a good day I wish I could be crying in the good way I’m not doing no dishes I didn’t dirty, lines get blurry Tell me where you been hiding your heart Am I getting hotter? Colder? Devil’s dancing on my shoulder Young romance is growing older Growing pains are taking over Over I just keep pushing it farther You love me just like my father My whole body aches on a good day I wish I could be crying in the good way Torture, this endless silence I’m covered in shades of violet You only kiss me behind my eyelids You shot me down and so it goes I like the pain and so it grows Mmm, mhh ahh… Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ahhh…. I just keep pushing it farther You love me just like my father My whole body aches on a good day I wish I could be crying in the good way I’m not doing no dishes I didn’t dirty Lines get blurry Tell me you been hiding your, Hiding your heart
2.
Pheromones 03:15
(Ooooo….) Dripped in gold, The edges of my silhouette glow like God Bright and bold, like the etchings on the wall Lions eyeing, licking at their paws Let them pray on me, bravery, bravery Let them pray on me Make real good use of my pheromones I take real good care of my pharaoh I’m a real bitch down to my bare bones You can’t keep me in a bottle (2x) If I step outside I disappear You will never see me out of here I’ll turn you to stone if you look me in the eyes It’d be best if you’d not disrespect your queen tonight Make real good use of my pheromones I take real good care of my pharaoh
3.
Runnin 02:00
I’ve been down this road and back a thousand times before You’ll run a thousand miles to find what you’re looking for Was just a feeling in your core Do you want some more? Do you remember what the fuck you’re running for? I’ve been running wild Running outta patience, outta time Running from a feeling I can’t describe Running from what could easily be mine Running from the truth and from the lies Been running into trouble far and wide Can we run it forward and rewind? Maybe we could run away from time Been running from a love I can’t provide Feels like I been running all my life
4.
Casey Jones 06:03
Casey Jones Roll me up some of that good good loving, baby No I can’t see unless it’s through your eyes lately Take me home Casey Jones You’re the man of my dreams, you know this Think you failed to notice I don’t dream no more Trust me it’s been a trainwreck From the moment I left the station I’m sorry for keeping you waiting Roll me up some of that purple poison, baby No I can’t breathe unless you’re in my lungs lately I know you’ll be the one to save me You took the color right outta my days You know and I know I can’t stay away for long Casey Jones (2X) (Ahhh...) You know and I know I can’t stay away for long Oooh, Casey Jones Casey Jones Roll me up some of that good good loving, baby No I can’t see unless it’s through your eyes lately I know you’ll be the one to save me I know you’ll be the one (I know you’ll be the one, I know you’ll be the one) I know you’ll be the one (I know you’ll be the one, I know you’ll be the one) I know you’ll be the one (I know you’ll be the one, I know you’ll be the one) I know you’ll be the one (I know you’ll be the one, I know you’ll be the one) I know you’ll be the one (I know you’ll be the one, I know you’ll be the one) To save me (I know you’ll be the one, I know you’ll be the one) I know you’ll be, be, be Ahhhh, ahhh, ahhhh I know you’ll be, you’ll be, you’ll be, you’ll be the one I know you’ll be I know you’ll be the one I know you’ll be the one I know you’ll be, you’ll be, you’ll be, you’ll be, you’ll be you’ll be the one I know you’ll be the one I know you’ll be the one
5.
Stay Away 04:55
Driving down my old roads Digging up my old woes This suit feels thinner than my old skin I don't fit into my old clothes Ain’t feeling like my old self Broke if I ain’t richer in my own wealth Nothing new to see here Stupid if I think you know how I felt If you need me I’ll be way stuck in my, way stuck in my ways Doesn't get much more chaotic, if I’m honest You should stay away If you need me I’ll be way stuck in my, way stuck in my ways Doesn't get much more chaotic, if I’m honest You should stay away Away, Away, Away Now I’m drinking in the daytime Just to pass away time If I choose I’m picking your brain Find out why I’m always feeling your pain Easier in hindsight Wasting time waiting for when the time’s right Nothing new to me, dear If you need me I’ll be way stuck in my, way stuck in my ways Doesn't get much more chaotic, if I’m honest You should stay away If you need me I’ll be way stuck in my, way stuck in my ways Doesn't get much more chaotic, if I’m honest You should stay away Away, Away, Away Away, Away…. You and I we drift, better off alone Can I get a kiss before you go? (3x)
6.
Pheromones 2 03:13
Submissive to my king, Though he doesn’t try to tame me I dance and I sing, Still he doesn’t entertain me Tried to learn his language, but I cannot read his mind Now my movements grow languid, I’m running out of rhymes Make real good use of my, Take real good care of my Pharaoh Make real good use of my Pheromones Come back here Come back here So I can hate you Thought I’d be spared, how dare you Come back here So I can hate you Wake up the sleeping dogs Where’s all my wasted love? Come back here So I can hate you How dare you? (come back… come back here) Come back here So I can hate you (2X)
7.
Why leave good food out to rot? Why do you, do you, do you love me not January babies Tried not being bitter, but I’m just what you made me Yeah, I’m just what you made me I’m just what you made me You should be proud of all you’ve created All I am, all your inspiration It’s yourself you’re having trouble facing I know just how I shouldn’t take it It’s about time for you to run away again Why leave good food out to rot? (You keep running, running through my patience) Why do you, do you, do you, do you love me not? (It’s myself I’m having trouble facing) January babies (You know just how you shouldn’t take it (2X)) Tried not being bitter, but I’m just what you made me What you made me Yeah, I’m just what you made me (It’s about time for you to run away again) Ooooh Ooooh….

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released October 28, 2021

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xina Minneapolis, Minnesota

XINA is a 21-year-old, multi-disciplinary artist based in the Twin Cities, MN. If you ask what she does, she'll simply say "arts and crafts," an umbrella term for her expansive roles as a singer/songwriter, dancer, choreographer, producer, director, designer and entertainer. ... more

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